long time lurker here.
i'm a fifth gen born-in baptized jw.
to say i've been struggling with doubts is an understatement.
Hi!!!
Oh my, we are in similar situations. My hubby is as hardcore as JWs come; he also flips to crazy if I suggest anything remotely opposed to the Org.
My entire family is 3rd gen heavy into the Org. I am trapped, trapped trapped!
What saves me is that I have developed this detached persona since learning TTATT, so their guilt trips and much of their deranged reasoning have no effect on me.
The double life is very rough on the mind, though.
SL
its been a little over 2 years since i left the watchtower.
in that time the magazines have been cut, the birth of jwtv, jw-org.
carts for preaching, removed district overseers, cut assemblies, demand all the money from the congregations, stop construction and layoff bethelites, change the format of the tmschool .
Dropping off the Fri from the reg assy would be nice!
SL
yesterday i finally confronted my mom with my research about the wtbts being registered with the un as a ngo for ten years.she didn't get angry at all but she says she doesn't want to doubt the organization, i asked her if she realizes that if this is true what it means and she replied by saying she believes she has found the truth and that satan wants me to turn away from the organization.she also said that apostates make these very clever looking articles to lure us away.i told her that i avoided all apostate websites(which i did) and went straight to the un which confirmed it.i asked her to do her own research on the matter but she refuses to saying she is not going to live her life having doubts about the borg.
i don't think i can wake her up ,especially if she doesn't even want to think that the organization is not "god's earthly organization".. i was thinking that now that she knows about my doubts i can disassociate myself but as i only turned 18 this week and have nowhere to go if she kicks me out the house(my entire family are j-dubs) i don't know what to do to move forward from this point .do any of you have any advice for me ?
thanks in advance..
Keep your mouth shut until such time that you have a good plan to move out and live a good life outside of the Org.
SL
in the aftermath of this year's annual meeting and the recent tremors of cash shortfalls within the organization, i began thinking "what could they do next to bring in more $$$.".
many here have speculated that we're seeing incremental moves toward "tithing" (of course they would never call it that).
a recent thread (can't find it right now) highlighted that they recently raised the "suggested per publisher donation" at the circuit assembly significantly (tripled it?)..
No more donations from me at KH or at assemblies. However, I am sure my hubby and rest of immediate and extended family will more than make up for it. They are hardcore JWs.
SL
who do you believe jesus is?
is he superior to micheal the angel?
bible verses.
Read Reza Aslan's "Zealot". A pretty factual account on the Jesus of history. I tend to be in that camp as of late.
SL
.
.
because she would not show him her puppies.. nobody has to tell you what country this happened in, you already know.. source.
The solution for a bad child with a gun, is a good child with a gun.
NRA & Gun Manufacturing Co.
"downsizing" has reached special pioneers.. this is the template mexico is using to get rid of many of its special pioneers.
see how cold and unloving is the language they use.
a translation attempt is as follows:.
WHAT???!!!
Effective immediately, no more assembly or Kingdom Hall donations from me!!!
And to think many of these people gave up careers, family, etc.!!!
Idiots!!!
SL
.
.
because she would not show him her puppies.. nobody has to tell you what country this happened in, you already know.. source.
American nutty gun culture! Welcome to America!!!
SL
do any of you ex-jw's still believe in god?
even with the new rebranding/softening of this religion, i still don't see how people can believe in him.
the god of the old testimate is an angry murderer who approved rapes and slavery and killed thousands of men, women and children.
I do not understand God. My current opinion is that he is...... A monster.
SL
when i joined this forum i was seeking more people who felt the same way i did in terms of seeing the jehovah's witness organization for what it truly was; a false prophet.. once i found like-minded members i slowly started to open up and participate more in trying to help others that were also exiting mentally and physically.
today, i offer support to anyone who desires it regardless of what they believe or not believe.. so what is your purpose on this board?.
support?
Good for venting and also finding people going through the same JW struggle.
SL
